Suicidal

So many mornings that I wake up I just feel like crying Can't even rap can't even sing my niggaz wonder why My spirit get so low so heavy on my shoulders I can't even lie Been on feelings I be sober shit done make it worst I miss my shawty I'm so horny but am fuckin broke Depressions all over And pressure man over Pray I make it out Suicidal oo yeah am tryna decide o But I'm fuckin scared how my mama felt but she never there so am gon die I got nothing left Suicidal oo yeah am tryna decide o But I'm fuckin scared how my mama felt but she never there so am gon die I got nothing left Die I got nothing left die I got nothing left Aggravation been waiting am running out of patience Don't mention it's crazy the pain is overwhelming No Tracy no baby so finna cross this Red Sea Am racing in the V12 but the Xanax got slowly Am praying to my dear lord why the f*ck you got me paranoid You looking down on me I know you probably gonna see The landlord kick me out now I be creeping in the street But niggaz don't believe cause they be see me looking clean The pressure in this life got me shading tears and blood But am down on my knees 2 fingers to the head am begging for my peace Should I pull the trigger or should I steady fighting this Never thought I ever see the day after this Am I tripping should I click it Lord forgive me for my sins when you see me Ain't no feelings who is with me nwanne o gwusigokwa ewena iwe biko ewena iweeee biko ewena iwee yeahhhhhh So many mornings that I wake up I just feel like crying Can't even rap can't even sing my niggaz wonder why My spirit get so low so heavy on my shoulders I can't even lie Been on feelings I be sober shit done make it worst I miss my shawty I'm so horny but am fuckin broke Depressions all over And pressure man over Pray I make it out Suicidal oo yeah am tryna decide o But I'm fuckin scared how my mama felt but she never there so am gon die I got nothing left Suicidal oo yeah am tryna decide o But I'm fuckin scared how my mama felt but she never there so am gon die I got nothing left Die I got nothing left die I got nothing left