So Much Pain

So much pain in a nigga, that shit changing a nigga, that shit dangerous nigga So much pain in a nigga, that shit changing a nigga, that shit dangerous nigga Cause it's So much pain in a nigga, that shit changing a nigga, that shit dangerous nigga So much pain in a nigga, that shit changing a nigga, that shit dangerous nigga Death got to be easy cause it get hard to live My og made what we had but I was starving still I put my pain in these songs cause I'm too hard to feel You got to know right from wrong when you get in that field So many loved ones gone but I can't shed no tears my granddad gone it give me chills been crying inside for years Swear this shit just don't seem real how you just disappeared That's why one of my worst fears is addiction to beers On the outside you see smiles but you can't see the pain My heart Cold just like a chain that come from Johnny dang I think about what I been through I might just go insane But Ian got that much shit to lose but got so much to gain I got to think about og cause she never complain I got to think about lil sis she got to see a change I got to think about big sis cause she want me in the game I can't think about big bro cause shit ain't been the same Aye I swear a nigga tired of stressing when that rent due I'm tired of being the only nigga That a nigga vent to I'm tired of all these bussing hoes that I then been through I'm just tryna make it out the hood blow like a whistle Remember times I cheated death Got to make my og proud before my last breath When you walking through that rain them yo last steps When you start feeling the pain then that's yo last test You just got to fight through Can't only see the bad in life that's not the right view Cause when you walking through that rain the sun will shine through But when you living in a struggle shit will blind you nigga So much pain in a nigga, that shit changing a nigga, that shit dangerous nigga So much pain in a nigga, that shit changing a nigga, that shit dangerous nigga So much pain in a nigga, that shit changing a nigga, that shit dangerous nigga So much pain in a nigga, that shit changing a nigga, that shit dangerous nigga I wish heaven had a phone Cause I can't do this on my own So much hurt in one song Been going through this shit too long Hate feeling like I don't belong But In this world I feel alone But I can't give up I'm staying strong All these niggas rap about is guns and how they toting blinks Rap bout flipping packs and how they moving bricks Rap bout dogging hoes how they can f*ck a bitch But they don't rap about that real life that struggle shit How these niggas leave the streets cause they brother hit It's hard to find another life when you come up in it Or how these niggas drop they lo now they mother kilt But let me chill that's just some other shit I'm tired of making pain and love songs These bitches they the reason that a nigga love gone My heart was left empty feel like I love wrong Wish God would just send me someone To love on So much pain in a nigga, so much pain in a nigga, that shit changing a nigga So much pain in a nigga, that shit changing a nigga, that shit dangerous nigga So much pain in a nigga, that shit changing a nigga, that shit dangerous nigga So much pain in a nigga, that shit changing a nigga, that shit dangerous nigga