Gambit

Just hold me down like I hold you down Just hold me down like If I'm on the topic of conversation I know it's some bitches hatin' Ain't give them the time of day And they just got tired of waitin' Wrote another sad song but I never played it I can't fuckin' move on it's aggravatin' I'm so far from home I gambled love up in Vegas Don't even know how I lost On my flight back it's raining On the way to your crib I got road rage One in the mil like Aaliyah I dropped off a letter that was four pages Still got a hold on me I'm on call waiting Won't get mad at those dumb in love Now I look up and get more angry I see your pics and get more anxious Thought I erased these off my photos Somehow my phone love to remind me though When to sleep we would hardly go Off the shrooms I was Mario We would sing like it's karao Key off but I would carry you Dumb me thought that I'd marry you Wrote another sad song you was tryna play me That caused emotional damage abandonment issues I was tryna leave your issues abandoned Dealt with all the games thought I was empty-handed Someone should've told her not to play cards with Gambit And the ex man can't stand it Next man's like damn it I've been tryna move on but it's hard to manage Spread lies about me like Like I was the unloyal one And I could never get it right The more I gave became the more you want I painted your roses blue There's no one livin' in my living room If I'm on the topic of conversation I know it's some bitches hatin' Ain't give them the time of day And they just got tired of waitin' Wrote another sad song but I never played it I can't fuckin' move on it's aggravatin' I'm so far from home I gambled love up in Vegas Don't even know how I lost On my flight back it's raining If I'm on the topic of conversation I know it's some bitches hatin' Ain't give them the time of day And they just got tired of waitin' Wrote another sad song but I never played it I can't fuckin' move on it's aggravatin' I painted your roses blue There's no one livin' in my living room Still some of your clothes I refuse to throw out That by now I should of Someone tell me why can't I Just let it go Instead I'm tellin' myself lies Like this was perfect and I'll never know But love's like I know it's my fault you left me I can't even blame you for the exit My past went in two different directions All you wanted was love and protection All I needed was reassurance Somehow I always bit the bullet From all these triggers that you be pullin' When I can only take accountability for my side How you treatin' me like I'm a villain I'm hearin' rumors girl you so vindictive I'm still here wishin' that this shit was different Hate that I love you such a contradiction The way you cross me like a crucifixion Someone tell me is it truth or fiction Our storybook ending has pages missin' And I'm the one who ripped it and tore us apart Your heart Your heart and my heart don't heal the same Cause I just can't move on After all that I done what could I say If I'm on the topic of conversation I know what some bitches hatin' Ain't give them the time of day And they just got tired of waitin' Wrote another sad song but I never played it I can't fuckin' move on it's aggravatin' I'm so far from home I gambled love up in Vegas Don't even know how I lost On my flight back and now it's raining