Last Hope

Hanging on to this last bit of hope I've written some crazy thoughts in my notes It's more than slick rhymes and some quotes Hanging on to this last bit of rope I'm breathing, still breathing Even tho I feel like life got me by the throat It's no joke there's no bed time For a kid who chased dreams in his spare time Showed my heart on my sleeve's where I wear mine Nowadays “can I help?” is a rare line And No one sees you crying out I guess I must mask it well Cause if some one saw me dying now The only one to say “stop” is myself Dark Thoughts amplify when the night falls Know that you could save lives with the right call I hit a wall like a dice roll Not giving a shit like a tight stall I'm sure love was just a nice spell Could feel like being locked up in a nice cell Talking to this girl dolled up and she dress well Im just scared that she Annabelle In the night I pray Conscious of my sins I deserved it To have loved and lost it was worth it I wish I could take the pain away But only yours I'll be fine if I remain this way