PARTY & Jhené

I'm still lost in my ways reminiscing on the days when All we would listen to is Party and Jhené Pardon for the way I went about making you stay It's all dead never thought I would be digging my own grave I still got your messages saved I rather no response but you kill me with a k Forgive me when I say that you heartless But I'm the one that turned that shit into a target and shot the mark I wasn't likely to miss Looking for love in a place love doesn't exist Reload the murder weapon to put away for a rainy day Hoping my new dame don't use my ex as a point of reference Damn Cause I ain't mean to kill her like I did It left me scarred for good Yea My love was like involuntary man slaughter Like she recorded the whole act with a camcorder Like she sold her whole soul for a damn quarter And I'm still trying to kill the devil I became on her Pray to God keep me safe here safe here Cause I can only fake it for so long Regretful for the times I did you wrong More depression more depressed shit Under pressure Now I'm moving with more discretion Just lied about my underlying cause of aggression And now I'm stuck life is good but it sucks You go from love to lust to not giving a f*ck There's other fish in the sea but you see no luck And sho' nuff You leaving breadcrumbs for the ducks Ahhh shit As the tables turn We live we learn I would have died for her Some cross the bridges Others let it burn I mean some keep the ashes others break the urn So pour a drink for the love that failed The Crown Vanilla with the ginger ale The emotions I locked in a cell For life and it gets no bail When All we would listen to is Party and Jhené All we would listen to is Party and Jhené And the vapors made us believe that we are free This is something I'm dealing with now There's nothing that I can do now This is something that I'm dealing with now Vapors made us believe that we are free Yea All we would listen to is Party and Jhené All we would listen to is Party and Jhené Party and Jhené