21 (demo)

I fucking miss you, dude I fucking love you, like I need you to know that I fucking love you so much man I'm tired now Can I just bow out You've had your fun, now Feels like you've won The bad dreams Keep me from sleeping I don't wanna see you Ever again And my momma tells me That I can do big things But who'd I be without my daddy holding me I can't live anymore I'm far too tired to go on I'm far too tired of the shit I had to deal with before 21 And I'm not having fun I'm not having fun No, I'm not having fun Maybe when I'm 21 Give it a year Give me all my fears Secrets I told you I want them back And my daddy tells me that I did the right thing But I'm not happy that it all had to go wrong I can't do this anymore, I'm just surviving on a song I'm just surviving all the rocks that keep on getting thrown into my pond And I'm not having fun I'm not having fun No, I'm not having fun Maybe when I'm 21 I feel like 19's too young and 20's dumb I wanna grow up I wanna grow up Let me into the club And pour another cup