The Raven In My Bed

I often return To the moment you appeared Before my heart You awakened a fire within me That I thought had blown out Since then I haven't been the same Better and worse Since that day Your energy calls the feminine best within me Desire coursing through me I have no control My body's Constantly aching Your scent Is so familiar to me now My favorite Is how it lingers on my skin After you're long gone I only crave To be your peace Fantasy Your what if Your favorite song And whiskey on moist lips But really We played pretend And I told myself It was enough Stolen kisses In dark spaces In the light I'm alone It was all a bluff You see I thought Because you weren't mine You could never shatter me On a pedestal I placed you So blindly But I wanna rise to love Love that builds me Brings me to my highest being I must release Your name From my soul Remind myself I'll never be yours Nevermore Nevermore Never More