Penny Thoughts

This might be my last chance, I could care less My best is when I'm stressed, dilemmas on my desk My heart ain't on my sleeve cause it's lying on her chest I keep my phone on silent so she crying when I left I'm not so good with money, I stay buying up the best No one where I'm from better, I got no contest Though I'm flying to the East, I am dying for the West Got a couple fans in Brooklyn like I'm playing for the Nets Coming from Vancouver it was nothing, where's the tents How these motherfuckers in a beamer paying rent I just picked a third job, clocked in at sunset Cops looking for returns cause they ain't done yet (nah) Toxic my inhibition, I'm not for politicking Bone you always picking, like the beef I'm tryna distance How you call yourself a vegetarian, hatchets never buried them I'm reaching for the Marriott while tryna feed my area If there's money in the Steez, keep my feet up in the streets Never sell your soul for nothing, tell yourself that for the peace I believe that in my dreams, what is real is what I see So I'm running across the ocean, till' I rip apart my cleats Made a promise fore I die, love my health when it decline She a ten when you okay, but what happens when in time Baby tell it like is, I don't want you raising kids That's a penny for a thought, thoughts running in my mind I don't feel my age, graduated and nothing changed A perk of being educated, family argues every day and Waking up at 7am for a job you hate, the lamest Trust me killing your vision is far from painless I've seen it happen again and again Grew up saying that could never be me I'm too good for it, too good, all this coming effortlessly My pen writing this verse while I'm sipping this tea No matter what I do, my memories of you Feel like they were yesterday, I'm honest that's the truth My vision getting blurry, spirits fogging up my view I spent a year with demons, I just had to let 'em lose I learn more from being my worst self It's like bad health can help, that summer was the best I know you felt a way, but it's nothing to my pain I'd of sold my soul for love, but instead I took a plane Cause there's money in the Steez, keep my feet up in the streets Never sell your soul for nothing, tell yourself that for the peace I believe that in my dreams, what is real is what I see So I'm running across the ocean, till' I rip apart my cleats Made a promise fore I die, love my health while it decline She a ten when you okay, but what happens when in time Baby tell it like is, I don't want you raising kids That's the penny for a thought, thoughts running in my mind