CRAZY!

My life got stuck in a maze Could not see the lights to shine on my way Decipher old texts but hard to relate Turned to a game I couldn't keep playin' Waited for answers, but they never came Getting more questions, I could not explain Seeking out pleasure to cope with the pain Worked on my shadow, now feeling the change I know, I know, it may sound crazy to U But if U heal yourself, U heal the world a little bit too It's so fucking simple, I know that it doesn't seem true Give it a shot and tell me then who is living the fool It's no blasphemy, if I say that I aim to be Jesus The Kali Yuga is here and new Bodhisattvas are needed So grateful for the teachers, that never stopped to believe in My true being instead the mould, that my parents were seeing This lead to most my bridges burn, a trauma cycle has emerged My heroes journey calls for me, the inner child still deeply hurt High on drugs to find fake peace, but not enough I could not see What have I done, that he choose me. But now I know, that it was me If U think and feel and act of fear Ur soul needs self compassion That's why we live in hell cuz this place should rather be heaven There are two paths that we can choose, the universe made up the rules Lack of love is no excuse, whats holding us? Let's seek the truth! I know, it sounds crazy to U But if U heal yourself, U heal the world a little bit too Its so fucking simple I know that it doesn't seem true Give it a shot and tell me then who is living the fool I was lonely as a child, busy focused in my mind How to walk this modern life? What I saw did not feel right Everyone just faking smiles, we still believe outdated lies Rely on solo to survive, this fam divided, tell me why