Learning 2 luv me

Sometimes I feel too much, then feel nothing And sometimes I say too much, then I won't speak I switch up on myself and everyone calls me unique I hate my physique, I think I'm a freak I'm still learning to love me Nineteen years passed, way too fast Give me some of that Hennessy, for the sake of summer I guess it's gonna be another hot girl bummer Wake up in the morning, always staring at the mirror And hating what I'm seeing looking back at me, I tear up Curves and stretch marks, always being photoshopped The world is always making me feel like I'm never good enough Never know how I feel or what I'm feeling My medication works a little bit, it's just to cover up of Daddy issues, I got separation anxiety Blessed with all these things I wish weren't a part of me But it's okay, aye, I got my life right ahead of me Excited for the future, forgot about the past I'm living in the present and I'm okay with that Sometimes I feel too much, then feel nothing And sometimes I say too much, then I won't speak I switch up on myself and everyone calls me unique I hate my physique, I think I'm a freak I'm still learning to love me I'm still learning to love me Yeah, yeah, I'm still learning to love On and on, feel bad so constantly And all I've wanted was to be okay with me But self-love is a battle and I nearly lost the fight Letting people define when my body looks alright 'I wanna look a different way 'I wanna act a certain way 'I wanna have a skinny waist Can't wait till I appreciate But it's okay, aye, I got my life right ahead of me Excited for the future, forgot about the past I'm living in the present and I'm okay with that Sometimes I feel too much, then feel nothing And sometimes I say too much, then I won't speak I switch up on myself and everyone calls me unique I hate my physique, I think I'm a freak I'm still learning to love me I'm still learning to love myself woah I'm still learning, I'm still learning to love myself I'm still learning to love myself