Dreamers

This a word to ghost A letter to me Its a text to jay and a call for G Im going thru these changes Don't know how to face it Burning thru these pages Scared that I won't make it Every other day is a constant struggle Fighting with my demons is constant trouble Taking my losses and learning how to win, learning how to swim while I'm drowning in a puddle I don't know if I can keep on going Don't know how to keep on flowing Inside my chest just won't stop snowing I'm not sure how to keep on hoping Should I be pray to god should I stop the facade Should I open up should I keep it inside All this dreaming has got me thinking Yea And It's got me drinking All my dreamers put your hands in the sky All my demons livin on the other side Only couple homies always down to ride Gotta stay dreaming put your hands in the sky one time Every star waits for the darkness to shine Lately I been feeling like I'm outta my mind I'm on my happiness pursuits and I'm flaming in the booth and it's got me thinking that it's about time That I drop these projects Looking like a prospect Everybody pushing me but I am not an object You better step back before I push back Better step back 'fore I go click clack Now let's slow it down Let's think about the past Remember those days you were always picked last No matter the placement you always finish fast It's time to drop triple R and get you that cash I look at my watch and it said it's my time I been on the hustle I been on that grind Fam been waiting on me to shine Tattooed the page and ink stain on mine All my dreamers put your hands in the sky All my demons livin on the other side Only couple homies always down to ride Gotta stay dreaming put your hands in the sky one time Im lost, Tell me if you find me It's hard to put the past behind me Got a rear view mirror in the passenger side seat Got my eyes closed and I'm driving blindly I used to love myself now please remind me Of back in the day how I used to feel Back in the day when I stayed so real Back when the purpose of these songs was to heal Now just to make it to the top I would kill I'm spittin these raps till my heart goes still Till I'm on the stage and I feel that thrill Till you all recognize that I got skill I'm full of venomous rage In the genesis age And I'm going insane I'm feeling mundane I'm feeling profane Until the day I blow like propane, yuh This is my campaign Now let me explain It's not to entertain it's to calm all the pain I got nothing to gain but getting the reign You're in my domain inside of my brain Inside my head it's sad it's dark It's bright there's spark Not leaving this earth till I make my mark It's in my heart, It's in my mind All my dreamers put your hands in the sky one time