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Too many feelings pent up Many things that I'm sick of Chasing the fame but I Stray from the pressure Of being a viral sensation That's why it's called an influenza I'm in need of a check up Bills messing my check up I'm tryna ball I'm just In need of a check up Iso possessive like apostrophes When I get more lines With these s's ain't no stopping me Cuz that's why all my problems be It's always been a pocket thing Always been bout Prospering Performing rhymes no one knows Just hoping they'd acknowledge me All this drive for a goal I could play in Rocket league Working jobs that I loathe I thrive with autonomy 9-5 got it out for me For real though Cuz living check to check Means you still broke And I can't be cozy when I'm this close to homelessness So, ya know I'ma do what thou wilt Cuz I'm at that age Where doing music loses appeal And people that have ability Just been losing the will Ain't in pursuit of it still Dreams get ruined and killed Some inner wounds never heal For real Props go to Dizzy For including me Truthfully Cuz between you and me I was losing confidence musically Mix and Stephen I had bonded with Things blossomed so beautifully Have some guys that'll root for me Give them flowers and fruitfully cuz Before I was a star They would shoot for me Before I had a car They had crews with me Before I had the bars This was new to me All my niggas just been Linking for business But before I made my mark Ya'll had cuban me man Before I gotten far Ya'll had moved with me Before I had a spark Lit the fuse with me Before I pulled a card Follow suit with me One more Before I played my part It was movie scenes Keep going Before I gotten sharp Ya'll ain't cut loose from me When usually They throw the deuce to me That's what I call a friend Both going hard to win They can't tell us apart And then it's like two of me Never alone No matter how bad it gets No matter how good it goes Making the message known It's set in stone I'm getting shows How I rock stages That's a set in stone I'm getting flown To different places And many more haters Losing touch tryna reach out Ya'll gon see the vision I peep now I had it sowed up Watch what I reap now I'm on a different high I'm talking ni hao Least you can do is be proud For a kid living dreams out Even if I'm not where I wanna be I'm on the route Talk is cheap And ya'll honestly Can't support what you speak bout But I got teams of people That will reach out From west to the east I Gotta clique on both sides Screenshot