I Feel

I wanna say I love and I miss y'all I wish I was out there with y'all Man I love and I miss ya Man Damn I wish I was out there If it's one thing we do have that's family So as family let's stick together Let's work thru this I know we can I gotta tell you how I feel In he past year I lost two brothers Still haven't healed over my mother Thuggin everyday trying to make a way But I can't sleep at night Cause all I think about is murder I gotta tell you how I feel In he past year I lost two brothers Still haven't healed over my mother Thugging everyday trying to make a way But I can't sleep at night Cause all I think about is murder They yelling Jet Life until the next life I lost two dawgs named jet That shit just don't sit right I can't sleep so at night all I do is think Like where would we be If we straightened up fight right Calling out to God hoping that somebody hear me While I'm crying in the shower hoping nobody hear me Tears like water just washing away my pain Emotions bottled up I've been crying out for days Be careful in that Florida water Watch for more than snakes When you're down to your lowest Gators come to your aid I keep my energy to myself And keep you niggas far away You ain't loyal to your brother Stay the f*ck up out my face I gotta tell you how I feel In he past year I lost two brothers Still haven't healed over my mother Thuggin everyday trying to make a way But I can't sleep at night Cause all I think about is murder I gotta tell you how I feel In he past year I lost two brothers Still haven't healed over my mother Thuggin everyday trying to make a way But I can't sleep at night Cause all I think about is murder And they ask me am I ok? F*ck na I lost so many ones man I had to question God Why it gotta be this way Why do I feel this pain Why you had to take so many of my people away from me I look at Champ daughter All I see is my mama face Happy when I see her But still hurt in so many ways All he wanted was a daughter When He got her Should've his face A month later He died in a couple of weeks This the worst déjà vu The same thing happen to E They left 13 kids all still look up to me I gotta remain solid and show them How to be a G But I can't lie this shit here been weighing on me I gotta tell you how I feel In he past year I lost two brothers Still haven't healed over my mother Thuggin everyday trying to make a way But I can't sleep at night Cause all I think about is murder I gotta tell you how I feel In he past year I lost two brothers Still haven't healed over my mother Thuggin everyday trying to make a way But I can't sleep at night Cause all I think about is murder Yeah in case y'all was wondering Y'all boy is back CHAMP live and in the building I love everybody who support me Everybody who had my back And I know who didn't, I ain't gone say nun But you know it like I know it Ya boy it back Can't band the champ trust me I'm out here