why do I feel bad

Why do I feel bad when I should feel good? I don't wanna die but I'm tired of living I talk to myself when I feel alone When I'm not with you I feel somebody's missing Why do I feel bad when I should feel good? I don't wanna die but I'm tired of living I talk to myself when I feel alone When I'm not with you I feel somebody's missing Okay, when I need some help, uh, I feel alone But when I don't want nothing there's somebody on my phone But maybe I expect too much, Maybe I'm wrong But maybe you're a hoe and should delete your number of my phone Or let me throw my phone away Then maybe I will be okay again Then maybe I got some to say again Then maybe I can see your face again Why do I feel bad when I should feel good? I don't wanna die but I'm tired of living I talk to myself when I feel alone When I'm not with you I feel somebody's missing Why do I feel bad when I should feel good? I don't wanna die but I'm tired of living I talk to myself when I feel alone When I'm not with you I feel somebody's missing