Changing

I don't feel the same I don't feel the same I'm changing Yeah No I don't feel the same Uh no I don't feel the same Yeah yeah I'm changing Yeah No I don't feel the same Uh no I don't feel the same Yeah yeah Ignoring what I'm going through Been tryna force myself to be okay with things I'm not okay with I been walking with my God though sometimes things don't even make sense Tired of feeling so alone Wishing Nova had somebody he can lay with But I know it ain't the time so I'm on my grind Knees in the pavement I been down on my knees I don't ever want to go back to the things hurting me I was hitting gas like a dope sack almost turned to a fiend Yeah uh Had to go the other way Heart was super cold If I persevere I'm walking on the streets of gold Picture such a image If you did it still ain't close Comprehend it no you don't Open the book it's for your soul Walking through the city with a life sized pole I connect with God with no wifi on I don't really care about the car you drove Better let go of the life you know Walking through the city with a life sized pole I connect with God with no wifi on I don't really care about the car you drove Better let go of the life you know Forget the sounds and flows and all of that crap I just wanna put my heart and soul in this track Can I be real I been walking in faith don't know where I'm at Don't know where I'm going But at least I know that God got my back I done cried so many times I don't know if I can cry no more Tired of feeling alive then the next minute dead I don't know if I wan' try no more I done fell and got back up so many times I don't know if I can be revived no more God say he right here next to me but sometimes don't feel him Can we collide some more But I know this just a test Sometimes I feel even worse even when I'm at my best So much pain in my chest I be looking around sometimes and be feeling much less than But you're the one I put my rest in 7