Long Time

Long time since I Long time since I Long time since I It's been a long time since i Went outside It's been a long time since i Left my mind Mind my eyes I'm just tired from this drive Drive to work, drive to church Time to gas up Drive myself in a hearse Put that mask on Now it's time to converse, I don't act up From my past I done learned so much, Used to pop off like toaster Didn't take much for me to switch up I Thought I was bipolar Through many hiccups and many f*ck ups, Anger was my controller I didn't know much, but I knew enough to get In touch with my God When times were tough, I was feeling stuck, He pulled me out of the dark And I've been distant, but I still hear him Whispering He still got a place in my heart He still got a place in my heart It's been a long time since I Prayed to God It's been a long time since I Called my mom It's been a long time since I Been myself It's been a long time since I Left my shell It's been a long time It's been a long time Talent won't take you far I'm proving this shit right now Man, who do you take me for? I'm making a hit right now But this won't make no charts I ain't got a crystal ball but life repeats itself, Had to fall back to find peace and increase my Health Pride says I don't need no help, My mind says I need help like hell.. Well hmm, nah I'll do it myself though Tighten my belt and put on my steel toes Step by step imma hit my big goals Going that way no matter how the wind blow Bar so low they got me doing limbo Imma raise that shit like I raise my kids, Or the way that a slumlord raise they rent But it's 10 toes on this damn pavement Eyes to the sky only way it make sense And life is a gift and it's not wasted on me, no If I shoot and I miss then I reload My kin are my only amigos Can't take this away no repo can't take this away no no no It's been a long time since I Prayed to God It's been a long time since I called my mom It's been a long time since I Been myself It's been a long time since I Left my shell It's been a long time Yeah, yeah it's been a long time Long time since I