Blackberry Bitter

Here I am Trying to see who I am Life's been a summer-like fever dream Too many instances of fight or flight Not knowing where my true home lies But who cares anymore, let's cut to the chase You crossed a line and I paid the price So many intrusive ghosts Will no one hear my cries? I've turned blackberry bitter inside This is the jaded 'so long, goodbye' Not gonna lie, it kills me inside Knowing how fearlessly I tried I've become suspicious of all in my path Vicious paranoia, such internal wrath So many intrusive ghosts Will no one hear my cries? I've turned blackberry bitter inside This is the jaded 'so long, goodbye' Not gonna lie, it kills me inside Knowing how fear will drive me wild I've turned blackberry bitter inside This is the jaded 'so long, goodbye' Not gonna lie, it kills me inside Knowing how fear will drive me wild I've turned blackberry bitter inside This is the jaded 'so long, goodbye' Not gonna lie, it kills me inside Knowing how fearlessly I tried