What Lies on the Other Side

Who do I think I am anymore? Sometimes I feel I can't tell what's real and it shakes me to my core The night is slowly driving me insane And as I sleep, false prophets weep back into my dreams again Yet it's in my control My heart keeps pounding like a battle drum Ten thousand echoes, nothing in between I can't play it safe, now I see I have to find out who I was Before I get sucked back into oblivion I have to run away from the sun 'Cause there's no place in heaven for women like me Gotta start over all again Rediscover what role I play And see what lies on the other side of the black hole Now after this eclipse, what do I become? Tell me, tell me, why am I so emotionally numb? All I do is carry this ball and chain Still I hesitate, and let forth all that pain Yet it's in my control My heart keeps pounding like a battle drum Ten thousand echoes, nothing in between I can't play it safe, now I see I have to find out who I was Before I get sucked back into oblivion I have to run away from the sun 'Cause there's no place in heaven for women like me Gotta start over all again Rediscover what role I play And see what lies on the other side of the black hole Is there anyone out there? Take me by the hand Full moon is a 'rising Floating in the atmosphere Hold me in your arms again This darkness will take me away Bit by bit I have to find out who I was Before I get sucked back into oblivion I have to run away from the sun 'Cause there's no place in heaven for women like me Gotta start over all again Rediscover what role I play And see what lies on the other side of the black hole