Blue

I got the cell set to silent mind set to off I'm lost need some peace and quiet with my thoughts I've fought all my life I can't fight no more Thought I could make a difference now not so sure I'm too insecure caught up in my head So I never go outside i'm inside instead I think ill stay in bed for like the rest of the month If I was dead I bet no bodied give a What's this bullshit? Rap ain't cool kid Get a real job quit you're so foolish Head convoluted with guilt and shame I refrain from their judgement no need to explain I'ma drink away the pain and i'll be alright As long as I am high then life will be fine Merry mother fucking Christmas and a happy new year Here cheers to myself waitress pour me a beer I'm blue Blue I'm blue Oh so blue I'm blue How are you? I'm blue Oh so blue Me too what happened to the me that I knew? Dude went and lost his mind loosened up some screws I drowned him in booze then left him dead in a lake I stole both of his shoes and then I took his place And ever since that day I see his face inside My eyes in the mirror every time I sigh I cry all the time but never let one see Anybody that has caught me just shrugs and leaves I don't need any pity i'll be just fine All I really need is just one moment of your time Make it three minutes tops just to show you a song If you like the way it sounds then please pass it along Maybe it will reach somebody that feels like me Maybe we can help them not feel lonely Maybe I should shut the f*ck up and finish this drink Place a pistol in my mouth and squeeze it first i'ma sing I'm blue Blue I'm blue Oh so blue I'm blue How are you? I'm blue Me too