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Every night I repeat that dream Up on stage with all eyes on me Try to sing but no words come through My voice subdued Everybody starts to boo and leave In between scenes in a self-made cell Try so hard but I somehow fail Do your best and thou shall prevail That's what I'm told I guess time will tell After L to L to L no big deal Hard as stone forged with skin of steel My will to live has a will to kill I cannot feel I'm numb for real Weed booze and pills will not work Not anymore feeling loss of worth Feeling my time running out on earth Feeling my loved ones fade away Feeling my bones start to ache with age Feeling like I've finally had enough of not enough Not feeling up to feeling stuck within a rut There's gotta be a better way to recreate a better me A better he a better she a better they a better we Better believe I'll manifest these goals If not here wherever that wind blows Where should thou go what should thy do That's up to you so make a move and try to self improve Don't know a lot but I do know myself All I can tell you was I was unwell In a figurative hell no one coming for help cause All of it falls on you No limit to what you can do Anything I can do you can do too Any and everything Anywhere anything Everything's everything You can do anything I can do anything Literally anything Everything's everything I'm out for everything Everyone's everything You can do anything Any and everything Thank you for everything