Jaded (feat. T00M3R)

I ain't really trying to sit around all day Waiting for something to change I'ma get up go and be on my way To another road that I may face And I pay my respect to the past and the ones involved Even those relationships dissolved With the ones with the ones Yeah I thought that I would need the most Now a days in their eyes might as well be a ghost Every time we pass by Can't even look each other in the eye the same no mo(re) Cause we both know that we're telling lies Why do we try? Crazy what it do to the space in your mind Hard to fake when you're hardly feeling great all the time I've been trying to meditate in-between the lines And I feel so fine Just feeling nothing baby call me stupid crazy But there's levels to the places we can go And most just aren't willing to go Most just chilling getting faded Slip away until we jaded But this music that we making Liberation of the soul Thanks for coming out to the show My default reply when they say my set was dope When I step off stage I'm surrounded by folks In a room full of praise how could I feel so alone? I don't know lately been deprived of joy I don't feel like a man I feel I'm more like a boy All sad cause they fuckin' took away my toy I don't own a bank account I'm un-self-employed Oh you know just living my dream Slanging fifty dollar features giving merch out free Seven hundred fifty dollar rent plus late fees Outstanding balance on my utilities Don't mind me I am J-A-D-E-D Many years of hard times I've seen I bleed every time I release my ink Control-alt-delete and then I rinse and repeat I'm fucking jaded So underrated Full of so much hatred I'm fucking jaded Antiquated Faith has suffocated Jaded Jaded Jaded Jaded I'm jaded