Vanguard

Where did the time go? where have the years gone? Where'd all my friends go? Feel like a phantom Everyone I know are just some faces in my phone I used to call them 'til I realized that I'm better off alone I don't belong with anybody feels like I'm from outer space The older that I get the harder it is relate We go our separate ways and rarely know it at at the time Upon rewind, I wish I'd found a better way to say goodbye Exit out the side door hope I don't get seen Shoulda said farewell but I'm too scared to make a scene Guilty that I didn't wanna stick around the scene Now their final memory of me is one I'll never see If I were to die who would even care? Who would give me flowers and what stories might they share? Who would play my music and promote me everywhere? Show me love if I was gone but just ignore me if I was there? Three eight nine seven four seven one If you know the area code and need a friend hit me up No front same number since late sixth grade Regardless if I'm famous that will not change Some ways I'm really just the same old me Stupid optimistic grandiose when I dream Loyalty on my sleeve 'til you rip my trust apart Then I forgive you 'til you do it once again then I depart I love without condition and I care unto a fault Stubborn I'll admit it I'm imperfect aren't we all? I've learned to see my flaws and do my best to make them change And so the man I am tomorrow ain't the same as yesterday Contradict the notion that I have to stay the same Evolution is a natural part of life so turn the page At the end of the day, this is only the beginning Even when our stories finished this earth keeps spinning This is only the beginning Even when our stories finished this earth keeps spinning