Vent

Facts bigger than fiction cause you was never there Dad was, told us you had fled the lair Outta of his hair and stayed in his mind But in due time you would find that leaving early was the greatest crime Pops passing was the hardest yet Gave Allie the crib and cried in the grass in AZ after feelings set Warm tones on my brown skin, couldn't see the rays Cause the pain I was feeling was being held in Man My older brother got a temper Like when you in the kitchen during holidays before the dinner My granny quick to stab, cut you up and cuss you out But if you needed a place stay man, they family they'll help you out My younger brother joined the military, like you get a fairy With a shake and cherry But they pick and choose Whether ya win or lose When you pay ya dues Commoners play the muse Singing the same tunes that's on the news Okay Girl you know I gotchu Let you carry ya weight So we up to date and I'll spot chu Moved from outta state but my heart's near And it's clear that I fear What I don't know more than the distance Which made this real Like a train chugging, I know the destination great Like a painting the finished touch is whats always late What scares me more than closed doors Is fact that I'm not around To hold you up when problems arise I'm out here fighting wars La, La, La, La, La, La, La La, La, La, La, La, La, La Feeling pressure and I'm in my lane I learned a lot from both my parents This a teaching game The fire force is really in me so I came to rain Hear his voice everywhere, just like how birds sang Birds sang like winter blues In the sky you looking to, fade away, sunny skies brightens day Mind is clear, here we go Seep in the fear, spiral down, deeper dive The more I strive To hide these feelings of this pain deep inside I just Yo Let me take it back a little try and tackle anachronisms that leave me cripple Summer days, sipping lemonade Drawing comics, summer shade Getting grounded by my pops Man I was the perfect age Yet I didn't see the crippling truth Of decisions to eat the devilish fruit I miss the yelling and fights that turned to laughter and lesson While you were here I never said it often But thanks for the blessing I love you La, La, La, La, La, La, La La, La, La, La, La, La, La