Not a Home

There's nothing like feeling alone, living in a house not a home Smoke a blunt and open up the window Pull up a beat and then I write down a poem Feel the smoke kiss my lips and start flowin' Hope I don't get distracted start scrollin' Addicted to the screen and I'm knowing I'm already showing my age again Stuck in one place in my mind Feels like there's not enough time, oh yeah Stuck in my mind, I float to the sky Realized you were right but can't swallow my pride I'm in a crisis, I don't wanna settle but baby let's rock out, you look heavy metal You dyed up the space buns and I like your freckles I will not stop now I'm pushing the pedal, I'm stacking my levels, I'm hot like the kettle I wear the gold medal, like Yezma and Krunk I pulled the lever, couldn't do this together Aye You made me feel lesser like college professors I'm feeling the pressure, your bra on the dresser You're stressing me out, I could never impress her But now I'm just doubting myself And I don't know where to begin Baby you feel like a friend But I'm loving you until the end Typing a text I won't send We went too far, no amends Babe Crossing me out, I'm condemned Change my life We don't watch the news and we keep ignoring the signs Feed our eyes Scroll our phones cause the poison feels good in our minds Facing opinions and I'm leaving all that behind I feel your past and the scarring ain't nothing to hide You tell me a story and I didn't listen cause my thoughts were diggin' for lies There's nothing like feeling alone, living in a house not a home Smoke a blunt and open up the window Pull up a beat and then I write down a poem Feel the smoke kiss my lips and start flowin' Hope I don't get distracted start scrollin' Addicted to the screen and I'm knowing I'm already showing my age again