Polaroids

You know I can never give it all up You know how to play me like you're inside my mind You don't look it but I know that life's rough Reflection of me looking back from your eyes I know things got messy but that's how love I know that you left me but you still want me back And I still miss you cause that's how love hurts We took it too far and now it's over like that We can't go back Wish we could re-rack Now it's over like that And we can't go back Ain't no hero I'm an academic I keep writing Tryna test my pens an attack on a titan My sins deadly Meanwhile my melody biting My lips sealed like Kaisen Cause talking means fighting Cause my speech is cursed Wish I had rehearsed You were my first love And it all still hurts cause I didn't know I didn't know And now it's too late Cause I burned the bridges And I lit the matches Decisions and past tense Alone on my mattress Stability crashes And tears fall from lashes Old polaroid, new ashes And memory fragments You know I can never give it all up You know how to play me like you're inside my mind You don't look it but I know that life's rough Reflection of me looking back from your eyes