Petrarchan Love

I've been on my own, too inside my head again Distraught, I'm alone, living like I'm dead again She keep on and on that's why I got it up and ran They don't wanna see me fall out of love Demons in my head so I can't sleep at night Only time she speak is when she hear a lie Told me she don't even wanna be alive And that shit hurt me, I, I hope you heard me when I said, I said, I said I'm upset I can't be everything you need me to Might not find a way up out this place you lead me too And I'll do that shit over again until I see it through But girl, it's me and you, nobody else around I'm upset I can't be everything you need me to Might not find a way up out this place you lead me too And I'll do that shit over again until I see it through But girl, it's me and you, nobody else around Said she tired of livin', tired of spending time on hardly even hardly livin' Lost soul, found a way to get to heaven I've been over sinning, contemplating She been in my comments over hating I been in my feelings, overrated Fucked up, talking to myself inside this goddamn Hellcat like I spoke to Satan I've been so gone, really don't know what's wrong Shawty said she hate herself, and she hate me too, that's all okay It's been so long, I tried to stay strong But that's what you get when you place bets, end up in debt, it's all a game it goes Round, again it's round, time and time again Think and overthink, thinking 'bout the end, trynna see if she was down Need you to tell me if you down I been sending texts high, hit the next high, never coming down And that's okay with me Stressed out don't know where to, won't come nowhere near you Won't stop, I ain't mean to scare you, damn I can't even spare you, woah, cause I've been on my own, too inside my head again Distraught, I'm alone, living like I'm dead again She keep on and on that's why I got it up and ran They don't wanna see me fall out of love Demons in my head so I can't sleep at night Only time she speak is when she hear a lie Told me she don't even wanna be alive And that shit hurt me, I, I hope you heard me when I said, I said, I said I'm upset I can't be everything you need me to Might not find a way up out this place you lead me too And I'll do that shit over again until I see it through But girl, it's me and you, nobody else around