Borrowed

I kept it up because I realized That I could have just belonged to you somehow And I held it up because I fantasized To not be in the place that we're in now Because I should hate you and say you suck But I'd move out west so I could hear your name more But it's my birthday, what are we standing around for You let me down cause it's unhealthy To want someone who doesn't want you back And you're still around, but it's just nothing Cause a girl like you deserves much more than that And because I should hate you and say you suck But I move out west so I could hear your name more And we never talk now It's just our luck But it was nice to have someone to clean the car for Now it's your birthday, and I'm standing at the front door Just running out of time I'm running out of time I could have said I didn't miss you I could have rolled down my sleeves Then you wouldn't see your bracelet And known I'd never want to leave And all of my friends keep talking Talking about what I should want But I miss my best friend now, and now she's gone I should hate you and say you suck But I'd move out west so I could hear your name more And we never talk now It's just our luck But it was nice to have someone to clean the car for And I took three showers and dressed my best You could have talked about your sisters and your brother But when we had breakfast at 9pm You told me those stories about your other lovers And when you said you weren't ready for another That's when I knew that this wouldn't be forever We lived on borrowed time