Miserable

I wish I'd forgotten all about you To live in the present has been a difficult thing to do 'Cause I keep the memories of your rotten face locked up so tight where they cannot escape The ugliest parts of my mind are what I hide from everyone I know and it's there where you reside You're festering in a pool of hate and blame and I visit you almost every… everyday Condescending words you speak can't be erased, but I'll try until I go insane And I so hope you're secretly, incredibly, insanely miserable as me, so depressingly So hopelessly out of your mind, undoubtedly, questioning your identity, I hope in secrecy you're just like me Any time well spent has been tainted by your detrimental words that replay inside my head You've trained my narrator to spew torment And it's tragically there at any moment It forces me to doubt conversation For fear of inability to sound competent A thought can't cross my mind without debate, as it visits me almost every… everyday Condescending words you speak can't be erased, but I'll try until I go insane And I so hope you're secretly, incredibly, insanely miserable as me, so depressingly So hopelessly out of your mind, undoubtedly, questioning your identity, I hope in secrecy you're just like You're just like me Na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na na na everyday Condescending words you speak can't be erased, but I'll try until I go insane And I so hope you're secretly, incredibly, insanely miserable as me, so depressingly So hopelessly out of your mind, undoubtedly, questioning your identity, I hope in secrecy you're just like me