First Conscious Shock

Born awake Into a small sleeping town And In my turn I learned to fall asleep just like them But something kept up a fire inside that I have found A sound reminder of when I was awake and seeing Something more real! Sounds and colours I could feel A depth of field Time it had no relevance I want to wake up from Life-Being-Mechanical Create First Conscious Shock! Acute anxiety Every time I turn around Inside my head A thousand voices arguing It's like I'm made up of many I's inside of me Trying to claim the ownership of my mechanics Which one is Real? Who am I when I am Real? How does it feel? I cannot remember I want to wake up from Life-Being-Mechanical Create First Conscious Shock! Long ago Life formed around your True Nature this Hardened Shell Now's the time to crack it open Rise out of it Let it Go! Let Go!! Stop Step back Digest It's just another "I" in you Talking Reacting Pretending To be the only "I" in you