Running Out

A shudder shakes me As a mind wind rises Thoughts clouding up inside this Keeping company with Key, Ohgr, Balance Ka-spel, Cure and 93 Nurses Complete withdrawal from the people I know Who have I become? I no longer know In this chrysalis, suspended inside Breaking down all the built up lies A seed in darkness needs to be nurtured Transform its being and rise towards the light "Get a grip!" I know! "Be responsible!" I know! But it's hard to find the ground When I feel like I'm sinking I have a memory Of cemetery sites It was there my eyes opened wide From the aged down to the infant Stones for those that have not yet died Food for digestion Definite impression My time is running out To my family my dear friends all! It's been a while I miss you all! I've been away fighting demons in the shadows Terrified to be in the light of the day Searching for the remedy I focus all my energy To turn around turn around All my thinking Shine a light into this machine Shine on everything that can be seen Until there's nowhere left for the shadows Nowhere left for the demons to be I'll drop my weapons Cast off this armour Sound the alarm Our time is running out!