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Falling off the deck You reach for my hand I cut it off Going to the rut of determination Can't you see the luck? I'll break my own skull I'll feast on my stomach They tell me to remember and I still forget The place that we wanted to be our own law You break the modem, I say goodbye You break the modem, I say goodbye Moments pass in the emergency room I shake my leg Crusting empathy for you to hold onto My room back home isn't for you to touch Writing the same thing over and over and over hoping for someone to come stop me Because it's already written in the back of your mind In the perception of a sad boy You break the modem, I say goodbye You break the modem, I say goodbye