Worth

Another night That I wake up at 3am Hoping I could sleep again But who am I kidding I won't The second i lay back up in this bed My thoughts they race again And with them I stay all alone And I start to wonder How am I supposed to cope How to i put action behind answers I already know When every time I try I just fail and fall so Where am I supposed to go What am I doing, Am I doing it right Or am I wrong Life is too fast To take it slow And If patience is the key They clearly Got my lock all wrong But how am I Supposed to get it right When nothing I can do will suffice But how am I Supposed to get it right When in my dark there is no light Where am I supposed to go What am I doing, Am I doing it right Or am I wrong Life is too fast To take it slow And If patience is the key They clearly Got my lock all wrong But how am I Supposed to get it right When nothing I can do will suffice But how am I Supposed to get it right When I'm not worth getting it right So ima take a few more shots Hoping I'll be gone To another place Where I will be unknown So I could forget that I am so depressed So I don't gotta wake up wishing I was dead And I'ma take another pill And feel no shame If by the next morning I forget my name If every other day is gonna be the same What's the point in waiting For something to change I need a sign I need a vision I need someone to tell me If there's anything I'm missing I need someone to tell That i'm not so fucked I need someone to tell me That i'm being loved So I could see another day With some better weather So could have the strength To get myself together Every time I think Things are gonna get better I always end up in an emotional gutter I'm tired of this war with myself I'm tired of poor mental health If my emotions are gonna be put on a shelf Then I see no point in reaching out for help, so Where am I supposed to go What am I doing, Am I doing it right Or am I wrong Life is too fast To take it slow And If patience is the key They clearly Got my lock all wrong But how am I Supposed to get it right When nothing I can do will suffice But how am I Supposed to get it right When I'm not worth getting it right So i'ma take a few more shots Hoping I'll be gone To another place Where I will be unknown So I could forget that I am so depressed So I don't gotta wake up wishing I was dead So i'ma take a few more shots And feel no shame If by the next morning I forget my name If every other day is gonna be the same F*ck it I don't wanna wake up anyway