Too Tired to Live Don't Want to Die

Feel like maybe that I'm somethin out the prophecy When I was younger, never knew exactly what I'd be But I'm living and I'm healthy, only got 1 kid When my father was my age, he had 3 of em Baby know I'm a tree hugger, quarter p for I eat something aye If you need somethin, know that I'm finna be something aye If those teachers be telling you quite the opposite Promise them when that profit hit, you gon do quite a lot with it Rollin up when my team in, it help to cope with my demons With me like every season, I see em when I be dreamin Believe in me if you breathing, I'm bout to give y'all a reason Givin it all I got just as long as my heart is beating but im still Still still Too tired to live, don't wanna die Jump off the bridge, I'm in the sky I'm on the edge, will I survive Come testify in my demise yeah Sing Sing Like watcha want from me Tell me watcha want from me Like watcha want from me Tell me watcha want yeah Too tired to live, don't wanna die Jump off the bridge, I'm in the sky I'm on the edge, will I survive Come testify in my demise yeah How do I get to the steps I been up under the stairs Know I'm a wizard, you know it ain't fair I felt the best when I grew out my hair Dammit I'm sick of the stares Take you a pic if you want girl I don't really care Long as you feelin aware, long as you givin consent Why do we start at the end, shit Yes he is Bless me like yes he did, ain't no more stressin this This sound like the best one Already know what good with the next one nigga Already know imma get good, imma feel good, look good When the check come nigga Kickin the door with the locks Know that I'm comin and claimin my spot I had enough of the bullshit I got Sick of the crackas that cram in a box Flippin the f*ck off a muhfuckin cop Know we don't f*ck with a muhfuckin opp We do too much for the plot of the land that was taken I'm back in the town and we bout to awaken Meet me on the spaceship, we don't have to say shit But that conversation gon help me feel complacent And I ain't on my own now, I don't feel alone now I got all my friends, got my momma sis and twin but I'm, still Still still Too tired to live, don't wanna die Jump off the bridge, I'm in the sky I'm on the edge, will I survive? Come testify in my demise yeah Said it's been so long And I told you so But you know, you know I'm gone I'm gone I said it's been so long And I told you so But you know, you know I'm gone I'm gone I said it's been so long And I told you so But you know, you know I'm gone I'm gone What do you see in the mirror I see it, my vision look clearer I'm from another dimension, there ain't no division And ain't no one livin in fear Choice of vernacular happen to be understood And the government wasn't the cause of the hood Tree is the reason for using a fort Nobody shootin for sport Don't no one call me a nigga when wantin to hurt me I walk on the street, no one look at me dirty I'm sick of this shit, I'm done Where the f*ck are my funds This shit don't make no sense This why we jumpin fences Runnin from people that posta protect us The system was built to neglect us, shit Who the f*ck need to repent Who wanna tell me I'm living in sin Don't know enough bout the person you sittin there judgin We don't need a muhfuckin hug, do you get it Fill up enough my swisher I'm good Then imma take me a trip to the woods Burn up enough of the limbs of the tree And you won't see all of the blood on the leaves Dammit I wanna be free This life is crazy, it can't be for me But I'm the chosen one, I'm hopin Someone'll see what I'm meanin to be You not my people, you better stay out of my way Imma do what I want at the end of the day Imma be up in a minute like really I'm here til a muhfucka kill me, you feel me I'm gone I don't know just who we are Or what the hell I'm searchin for I don't know just who we are Or what the hell I'm searchin