Spazzing Out

No lie, I feel like crashin' out Some times I wanna stuff my whole face with the drugs and pass out I been had said I was fightin' these demons, it's gettin' bad now One nigga had play with me, can't say much, he body bagged now Booman, Wansel and key, that's family, we on that ass now Percocet and purple drink, this way too much, I'm pourin' half out I'm still mad about my daddy, I can't believe he went and tapped out I feel like I'm findin' purpose in this world, but I'm still havin' doubts Get on the mic and close my eyes, I get to spazzing out Before I get rich, I know all of my cousins I know the ones that said I'm I'll make it , the other ones f*ck me I love my city through it all, though we come from the ugly Bottom boy, I'm a survivor, the top is so lovely I'm still workin' for the better days, yeah I'm workin' on my craft like every day, yeah I'm tryna get my mama out this situation that she in Waitin' on big unc to come home from that pen I don't write these rhymes, I'm speakin' from the heart, don't need no pen How I came up wasn't the worst but I feel I'm bound to get a win I ain't new to pain, whenever shit hit fan, I crack a grin When I'm talking to you listen this shit comin' from within No lie, I feel like crashin' out Some times I wanna stuff my whole face with the drugs and pass out I been had said I was fightin' these demons, it's gettin' bad now One nigga had play with me, can't say much, he body bagged now Booman, Wansel and key, that's family, we on that ass now Percocet and purple drink, this way too much, I'm pourin' half out I'm still mad about my daddy, I can't believe he went and tapped out I feel like I'm findin' purpose in this world, but I'm still havin' doubts Get on the mic and close my eyes, I get to spazzing out I get to spazzin' out, yeah, yeah, I swear this mic it keep me sane I just load me up the beat, I guess the end result is pain Can't have no square up in my circle, crop a nigga right out the frame Tryna get to the top of the food chain, bro got exotic, new strain Gotta get to the point, 100k loose change See we come from the bottom, they think we insane I got nothing to lose, but a lot for the gain I don't ever count favors did a lot for the gang See it's still look different when you had to grow up in poverty And the privilege think streets is a game Where you taught to not bring up some names If they catch you, they bustin' your brain And I never play the leader, My own person, I stay in my lane And I started to learn how to sing, I'm in the process of creating a name I just want for them to be rich, And the crowd to scream GeeTay No lie, I feel like crashin' out Some times I wanna stuff my whole face with the drugs and pass out I been had said I was fightin' these demons, it's gettin' bad now One nigga had play with me, can't say much, he body bagged now Booman, Wansel and key, that's family, we on that ass now Percocet and purple drink, this way too much, I'm pourin' half out I'm still mad about my daddy, I can't believe he went and tapped out I feel like I'm findin' purpose in this world, but I'm still havin' doubts Get on the mic and close my eyes, I get to spazzing out