Victor

He wakes up in the morning, did he even sleep at all? Stares at yellowed drawings hanging loosely from the wall He feels too weak to stand up, like if he did he would fall The light shines through the window, where the ravens love to crawl His life feels like an endless cycle of the joyless days Past hurts hadn't left his mind, his life won't show new ways Victor, you have much to live for Look at all this flowers, go outside and feel the sun What are you gonna tell your mama Know how much she hopes for you, 'cause you're her only son He looks then to the table, could he even try to eat? Flies on rotting apples, the smell of sticky heat Silence's screaming louder, than the noises from the street Seems like it's the day, that he should now complete He'd never thought that someday he would wake up this day When he wouldn't find a single reason to stay Victor, you have much to live for Look at all this flowers, go outside and feel the sun What are you gonna tell your mama Know how much she hopes for you, 'cause you're her only son He takes it, swallows down and breaks in  To tears dripping from his tar black eyes Ravens howling at the window  Looking through dead summer skies Victor, you had much to live for But after these years you couldn't take it anymore