I have no Choice Because it´s Mine

I am more tired than my cats they sleep all day I feel so jealous at them I like to be them for just one day I am so tired I cant put on my socks And I don't care I am so tired of everything around me Cant you see My heart is beating only because it has too I don't want to be me I don't want to be you I am so tired I want to take drugs I want some drugs I want some drugs To put this head to sleep I am so tired of this voice But I have no choice because its mine I wish I had wings Because I would jump of the airplane and down Very deep down To the clouds To the blue blue blue clouds And there I could see the world like a bird That would be a fantastic little world Which is better than mine But somehow I have to make my life shine Like the drunk man says To the little child On a friday night My brain is not all right Little child I been drunk for thirty years And my favorite drink Is whiskey on the rocks Goodbye little child I am going to the bar And there In my lovely lovely coat Which I own for tventyfive years as well I will go into the night And I will drink I will drink I will drink until I die my little child Goodbye And I jump in the river And I flow to the next bar And there I take a drink And my mind goes far far away I have nothing more to say my little child Goodbye goodbye