Dead

I'm feeling pretty sick today The sky above has gone away Hours come and pass astray But I'm just here waiting I've got so few words to say Nothing's easy for an empty face I see friends walking down my block But I can't reach out to them And I feel so numb And every step is a backwards one And I feel so numb And every smile is just to cover up I know I just need to wait it out But these days are so short 'cause I wake up when they're almost over And I miss so much Seven years is a long, long time For a twenty-one year old who just needs to smile I guess I do sometimes But I feel so numb And every step is a backwards one And I feel so numb And every light is just a coverup I don't want anyone to worry I don't want anyone to feel helpless like I do If this has not killed me yet, it never will, at least not today This is the reason why I won't get close to you I'm feeling pretty sick today Every smile is miles away I think I'll stay in bed, and pretend I'll pretend That I'm dead 'Cause I feel dead