Lose Yourself

Cause when you're forced to love somebody you lose yourself Lose yourself Lose yourself c night out, has turned to a nightmare cnd now, she constantly fights tears Inside she's dying, she can't stop crying She went through hell but she'll always shine brighter She needs to know that this doesn't define her She needs to know that this doesn't define her Ten minutes of their fun is now a lifetime full of trauma But you are stronger and you always stay and you fight even when it feels like you can't do that no longer Lose yourself in the pain, they say grief comes in waves But it never changes, it just stays the same But you're still standing tall despite it all She's slurring her speech, visions blurred and she can't even see She can't consent when she can't even speak He just heard what he wants to believe If she told someone would they believe? Every night the attack is just all that she sees and she cuts herself because she thinks that she deserves to bleed and that she's unclean But she doesn't see what I see when I look at her She is a queen, everything about her is so beautiful You're so young, please hold on I want you to know that you're worth it, perfect in every sense of the word it's hurting me to think that you think that you have no worth because you are just carrying burdens You're feeling all of the hurt and put up a smile but you won't let nobody in or see what's behind the curtain You're scared that they'll see that all of your demons are lurking and flee from you, leaving you Searching for happiness but you can't find it cause you think that sadness is all that you're cursed with They left you with hurt that you can't seem to subdue, it worsens the more that you think about it and you scream about it cll the trauma that's weighing you down and just keeping you drowning, I promise that one day you'll heal and you'll be without it Lose yourself in the pain, they say grief comes in waves But it never changes, it just stays the same But you're still standing tall despite it all