Happiness Escaped

Happiness escaped, yeah it ran away It just couldn’t take what it saw, so it didn’t stay Maybe I’ll find it some day; there’s no other way There’s adrenaline, but it’s not the same Brain dead, I cannot relate to all the people who are satisfied because My happiness escaped, yeah it ran away It just couldn’t take what it went through, it was beaten to a pulp and it was ran through It’s never gonna be okay Never gonna be okay Will I ever be okay, will I ever feel something other than all this consistent pain, there’s No escape; it’s a contingency I crave Now I realize I can’t be saved, I don’t wanna leave; I’m so afraid Blood stain on the wall, I don’t want it to go away It’s a memory, a distant part of me and you helped me get through that pain I’ve failed at begging you to stay, you were my cure, and I looked everywhere, but You’re not here, and I can’t feel happy because my Happiness escaped, yeah it ran away It just couldn’t take what it saw, so it didn’t stay Maybe I’ll find it some day; there’s no other way There’s adrenaline, but it’s not the same Brain dead, I cannot relate to all the people who are satisfied because My happiness escaped, yeah it ran away It just couldn’t take what it went through, it was beaten to a pulp and it was ran through It’s never gonna be okay Never gonna be okay Will I ever be okay, will I ever feel something other than all this consistent pain, there’s No escape; it’s a contingency I crave Now I realize I can’t be saved, I don’t wanna leave; I’m so afraid You were the only reason I stayed awake at night, you were the only reason I kept Myself alive If you’re gonna go at least say good bye, whoa Give me a reason to live through one more of these seasons, the leaves are all falling And I can’t feel that fall feeling Because I can’t open my eyes to anything besides my weakness, and I can’t feel happy Because my Happiness escaped, yeah it ran away It just couldn’t take what it saw, so it didn’t stay