Heart on a Shelf

Lost soul, lost soul; I can’t feel anything anymore On the road, on the road, so lost; I need to find my way back from These lost shores, lost shores; tears fill every crack in the floorboards Heartbreak’s knocking at my door; I need to find a way to escape your grasp Your casket, your beautiful lashes, you make me go batshit You helped me transcend and I wish you loved me and I wish you cared I wish you knew how much I really cared for you And it won’t stop cause I felt too much and I fell too hard for your “I love us” it won’t stop Even if I pried myself away; I think it’s here to stay, it would take a couple thousand days If I can’t have you, I don’t want no one else, I don’t want no one else If I can’t have you, I won’t be loving no one else; put my heart on a shelf Feeling cold, feeling cold, summer to winter; all alone I’ve lost control only a couple times; with you on my mind it’s hard to do anything right Your grasp, won’t last, that’s what I tell myself but I don’t want anyone else Wished you loved me, and I wish you cared I wish you knew how much I really cared for you And it won’t stop cause I felt too much and I fell too hard for your “I love us” it won’t stop Even if I pried myself away; I think it’s here to stay, it would take a couple thousand days If I can’t have you, I don’t want no one else, I don’t want no one else If I can’t have you, I won’t be loving no one else; put my heart on a shelf I live my life like I could die twice; like I got two lives, I’m not sorry for my vices I won’t lie, I’m not one for chasing; I won’t even try, I’ve only truly loved one person and They left me in the dust; ripped away my trust, it hit me like a truck Now I know; got to shake off my rust, don’t give into lust, no You aren’t a must; don’t crave your touch, there are other ups Then I realized; you don’t really care, do you, you don’t really care You don’t really care, do you, you don’t really care You don’t really care, do you, you don’t really care You don’t really care, no, you don’t really care And it won’t stop cause I felt too much and I fell too hard for your “I love us” it won’t stop Even if I pried myself away; I think it’s here to stay, it would take a couple thousand days If I can’t have you, I don’t want no one else, I don’t want no one else If I can’t have you, I won’t be loving no one else; put my heart on a shelf