Alive

I’m weak, I’m blind. I’ve lost my foggy mind And I surrender to heaven I lived, I cried. I tried to be kind I was a better pretender than ever I saw, I heard. What was going on in my head And I believed it. But why? " And now I’m sad. I ask, “What’s at the end?” There is no limit, no lies. There is no heartbeat Even if we don’t remember who we were yesterday Know that at the end of December I will have a different name I’ll become a different human You’ll forget me, but for now I’m still alive I’m still alive But I’m still alive I’m sick, I’m scared. My body feels so bad That I am falling apart I’m lost, I’m mad. I know what’s at the end! The pain that was in my heart Will be reborn Even if we don’t remember who we were yesterday Know that at the end of December I will have a different name I’ll become a different human You’ll forget me, but for now I’m still alive I’m still alive But I’m still alive Even if we don’t remember who we were yesterday Know that at the end of December I will have a different name I’ll become a different human You’ll forget me, but for now I’m still alive I’m still alive But I’m still alive