For Now I'm Ok

Pressure Social presence is an effort Never, will I have it better The world's under the weather So my space is not a mecca Or so it seems Cuz nobody's near me Just like this quarantine I distance myself From people that ignore their dreams Online watching highlights From other teams Now ignore all the side swipes And lover schemes Cuz if you listen I promise You'll learn a couple things For thugs p****** a drug Don't let these women fool ya' Once your free from the struggle That's when they try to pull ya' back Or give it a massage And tell you that they love you In the middle of ménage trois I un deux bras 1 - 2 - pause Admiring your flaws In awe But I don't even know Who you are I'm the type of dude That tries to hold the scene together If you ain't bout it We really can't be seen together And though I seam together At times I fall apart Cause jealousy is the ugliest From a brother's heart Chasing likes like similes For another start (Scroll... scroll) Oh look, another heart I won't break 'em even I'm odd I break 'em off Cuz love and money Are two things I can't break apart N***** ruthless like Judas over a bag Wether 30 silver pieces or some $50 Swagg 80 f****** reasons why they livin' in the past With 130 ways to get the s*** they never had They jacking cars like it's road side assistance Oh why resist it crime is so persistent In this broken system The mold most fit in is the role of a hopeless victim When I was young I told my mom I'd move to NYC But I was broke as that condom your baby mama seeked Or sought Running out of thoughts 25 years but a young'n at the heart They wondered where I wasI had some s*** to tend to I don't go to clubs I'd rather own the venue If life's a smorgasbord can someone please bring a menu So I can have the chance to pick the s*** that I get into Life is just a gamble You'll never know what happens The government's a casino that always wants you crapping On ya' hopes and dreams A million pretty broken things Stuck in a rut until one day you see an opening And I hope this means something to ya' Nothing to prove I just want to soothe and renew ya' Faith in yourself You have the tools to maneuver Off of that shelf Into a situation that might suit ya' Little brotha' Don't you run too far Run too far Cuz you don't know who you are Little sista' Don't you run too far Run too far Cuz you don't know who you are He said I'll figure it out in some way I'm feeling like I'm fine For now I'm ok She's said I'll figure it out in some way I'm feeling like I'm fine For now I'm ok Don't you run too far Run too far Run too far