If I Could Breathe

Ok I’m really going to talk about this One time and one time only I hope you’re listening I’m thinking about you More often than not You’re simultaneously nothing and all that I got And It costed a lot (Stop with the thought) It’s obvious I was one half of a whole And I loved you with all my soul It seems that growing old is now a lonely road We went our separate ways It took it’s toll Now I’ll never see you again Or sign a document decreeing you kin I understand that a disagreement can lead to sin I just wish I would’ve knew it then If your’e listening (Say it) Knew you were special before we met Don’t believe me let’s place a bet Yes it’s been a couple years but I’m jaded And if your’e still upset (Say it) Wanted to keep you but I couldn’t Cuz some woman that I wouldn’t Made me question if I shouldn’t or I should And my actions weren’t surefooted But I rationed you would suffer Even though I never loved her Like a rubber or the hood And umm She got to me She got to me She got to me And then she got to you That was a shock to me And this is not on you Honey it’s all on me And if you are lonely (Say it) My sky falling yeah I know how it sounds Am I the last man on earth or is there no one around Cuz I can’t hear the noise of this boisterous town I even tried to scream but no voice could be found And as the angels coming for you down from the clouds I look up The father taught keep my eyes of the ground And now they vision unclear Cuz they envisioning years And now they filling with tears And honestly if I could breathe I would drown Im down for you Im down for you I said it twice Make it thrice Im down like under feathers Been down and under weather Since you left it ain’t right And every other second I just think about a life That could’ve been if you would’ve been But you’re not I never seen you wake now sleeping’s all I got When I’m not my life is just a lowly abyss But every time I am my premonitions get a holy assist Nobody told me you would hold me like this Nobody told me you would show me the gist of love Before you blowed me a kiss Or showed me your gifts I’m sorry I ain’t protect you and I left you as the loneliest miss Only insist you at least make a couple seconds Will I see you again I guess my faith’s the question I don’t know if I can make it to that place you resting God if you hear this and I’ll get in heaven (Say it) My sky falling yeah I know how it sounds Am I the last man on earth or is there no one around Cuz I can’t hear the noise of this boisterous town I even tried to scream but no voice could be found And as the angels coming for you down from the clouds I look up The father taught keep my eyes of the ground And now they vision unclear Cuz they envisioning years And now they filling with tears And honestly if I could breathe I would drown