Rubber Bands

I don't wanna know Where I'm goin' And All that I know Is that I'm gone, I'm gone No shade of blue In the sky It's only clouds Just grey and white Shooting rubber bands at my wall Watching them hit, watching them fall Sometimes I wish we could talk Maybe I should be the one to call Gotta get my shit together Pick it up, then throw it back up So many thoughts at once, it all just comes out as "what's up" Flicking my wrist when I'm throwing these cards My heart was glass, you broke it to shards I've become numb to it all, but how did everything get so hard? I guess what I'm trying to say Is that I just wanna run away Face my fears, and give you a chance Your feelings are the only thing in my way Staring at my window Thinking how we once were close I shut myself out I guess that's just how it goes Take me back to those memories Back when I had someone there for me Life gets crazy sometimes I guess that's just how it be Shooting rubber bands at my wall Watching them hit, watching them fall Sometimes I wish we could talk Maybe I should be the one to call Gotta get my shit together Pick it up, then throw it back up So many thoughts at once, it all just comes out as "what's up"