Tired

What if I lived a lonely life would it make you proud By making myself a fool I know nothing more than the cowardice of a man that keeps me whole How can you stay waiting for the sun to shine When you know of powers and plans that can teach you for a lifetime What if I swore an oath wasting my weight in gold And to hide by the sides of my mind He wonders around when there’s nothing appreciated for the plans that he made with his time. How can you fall into the hands of awkward souls When you have nowhere to stay No words to take and hold In truth, I’m so tired In ways I’ll never know And i’m engrossed For how long Can’t trust my side Or raise my hopes I am blind my dear I will just waste my time Keep my feet in tight I was one papers fold From keeping my demon close I will just waste my time Keep my feet in tight I was one papers fold From keeping my demon close In truth, i’m so tired In ways i’ll never know And I’m engrossed For how long Can’t trust my side Or raise my hopes I am blind my dear