Homesick

When I'm away from you The feeling I get splits in two It's interesting to think about The things your presence does to me I twitch when you make sudden moves It's scary when you pick up your shoes But i'm still entwined with you I'm homesick in a different room I wish you were always with me I want to control who you see It might sound slightly crazy But that's just what you do to me Picturesque, you're beautiful I love it when you take control Your eyes are like solid gold You know you've got me in your hold I want to leave But I can't see Why I should You give me happiness Leeching off you Yeah, I got you Just because it's fake Doesn't mean that it's not real I want to leave But I can't see Why I should You give me happiness Leeching off you Yeah, I got you Just because it's fake Doesn't mean that it's not real "Why won't you open the door?" The things that entered my wound Tore it open now I'm bleeding out All over your carpet floor Embarrassing to say the least I think you know what happened to me Please don't see me differently It's simple not necessarily easy It hurts to see your big blue eyes Because I know that i'm not right for you You deserve someone Who can treat you better than me too I didn't think I'd fall in love Hell, I didn't think that it was Something that could just happen but I'm full of naivety Now I see myself through different eyes You opened the door to let me through I know that you can save me but I've never told someone the truth I'm insecure, need someone who Can hold me more But is that you, oh Or is this a one-time-thing I feel homesick Filthy like a drug I'm broken you're fixed I thought I was better But I am lost I need someone to hold Addicted to the cold Streams and streams of tears will fall God, how pathetic Filthy like a drug I'm broken you're fixed I thought I was better But I am lost I need someone to hold Addicted to the cold Streams and streams of tears will fall God, how pathetic Now I see myself through different eyes You opened the door to let me through I know that you can save me but I've never told someone the truth I'm insecure, need someone who Can hold me more But is that you, oh Or is this a one-time-thing I feel homesick