I Haven't Cried in a While

Rain running down my face Indifferent to the tears One could not distinguish the fear from the pain Can't control the hate From myself to me Will somebody set me free Standing on the rooftop Wondering if it will stop Is it worth it, I don't know Please don't look at my arms I need time to fix myself Because the bruises make me uglier I can't see myself in the mirror I'm feeling anxious all the time I don't understand the point of life But I don't wanna die No I don't wanna die I haven't cried in a while Talk about going out in style But I Don't wanna die No I don't wanna die No I don't wanna die No I don't wanna die