fuck this feeling

She's been told to Make clear plans for tomorrow I sit and cross Out the things she'd be proud of I stand up and go to have fun with my bros So why do I feel like this My smile's disappearing Can't help it, f*ck this feeling My joy is deceiving I know it, f*ck this feeling My smile's disappearing Can't help it, f*ck this feeling My joy is deceiving I know it, f*ck this feeling Few lines made me Hate a piece of paper It's getting wet I hope it'll help to erase it I stand up and go to have fun with my bros So why do I feel like this My smile's disappearing Can't help it, f*ck this feeling My joy is deceiving I know it, f*ck this feeling I don't think there's a pill From being so unstable Can't believe it is real It's not real, it's not real I don't think there's a pill From being so unstable Can't believe it is real It's not real, it's not real My smile's disappearing Can't help it, f*ck this feeling My joy is deceiving I know it, f*ck this feeling