Curse of the Rudderless

Seemingly blinded and hamstrung Quietly fading away Losing the will to move forwards Backwards is where I am supposed to stay I am haunted by the ghosts who never leave And all those memories Those unfulfilled stupid dreams are the curse The curse of the rudderless Glimmers of hope may appear To chase them just ends in tears So I've stopped trying to find them But I still cry all the same It's the curse of the rudderless Gotta live with it Nightmare's the word to describe it I'm bearing it like it's a cross But there's no end I can see Therefore it seems I'm always at a loss I have built myself inside this jail Knowing that I'm going to fail Whilst other ships are setting sail it's the curse The curse of the rudderless Glimmers of hope may appear To chase them just ends in tears So I've stopped trying to find them But I still cry all the same It's the curse of the rudderless Gotta live with it It's the curse of the rudderless Gotta live with it