A C A L M S P A C E

I hate the quiet But right now It's all I need Look I had a long day People act like my friends But they in the wrong play Never play with my ends I need me a calm space To write out my lyrics The quiet I fear it To quiet these spirits I drink all these spirits But I think the clearest I think it's the wrong day To really vent how I feel I'm heading the wrong way Think I suffer for real I need me a calm space Yeah I really do I need me a calm space And so do you So do you Act like I'm never bothered Beholden to children I never fathered Cause they lift me up above everybody These tracks are not cut just for anybody I'm writing these songs as my therapy Studio sessions give clarity When I was young they would bury me Now I'm adjacent to greatness like Eric B Look I had a long day My brother just left in the wrong way Talked him out of a suicide You and I both know the calm rage Of being abandoned by your brother Or being too candid with your mother Telling her things she don't wanna hear Knowing that one day she'll disappear Where do we go when we fall asleep My question, the album was on repeat I bumped it so hard that my speakers broke I'm tweaking not 'bout to eat All of the lies that they told me You know I question the"holy" I see that most people nosy Still feel like nobody here knows me Look I had a long day People act like my friends But they in the wrong play Never play with my ends I need me a calm space To write out my lyrics The quiet I fear it To quiet these spirits I drink all these spirits But I think the clearest I think it's the wrong day To really vent how I feel I'm heading the wrong way Think I suffer for real I need me a calm space Yeah I really do I need me a calm space And so do you So do you Wake up at three go to bed around nine They say it's part of me losing my mind I spend my day devoted to rhymes The people they say, I'm wasting my time Superman but these lows are not ever Lois I perceive things you would never notice Claim they witches they be on that hocus pocus But I can see through them with x-ray focus The vision unleaded, see I'm talking gas I ruined my credit to get what I have They know where my head is, yeah it's in that bag You Ichabod Crane's better call you a cab I ride like a dullahan, y'all into fads A hole in my chest this hollow don't take naps But you looking sleepy to me and that's bad I'm rapping to get the things I never had What's up You got a new whip that's tough Like trying to pick yourself back up When you get ughh I'm thinking that I said enough I'm thinking that they set us up I'm thinking that it's okay, to role play But Look I had a long day People act like my friends But they in the wrong play Never play with my ends I need me a calm space Yeah I really do I need me a calm space And so do you So do you